Sunday, 11 January 2009

Looking at the letters of the past

Alas, I have been looking at all my old e-mails and finding that some of the people i used to know really were as i thought they were-ablsolute twits. Never mind, they have changed so much in the 4 or 5 years i have knew them. I am also begining to relise that the love i gave was not appreciated and i can happily say that i can do without all this "girlfriend-boyfriend" thing. I always give too much to people who take great benifit from it and then slap me in the face. Best to be alone and to watch the world from a distance.

The only thing i really love at the minute is my insomnia, which is alowing me to create with a free mind. Even though the causes are not so inspiring. However, the average hours of sleep i'm getting is 4-8 hours a night. Is this healthy? There must be somthing in the water.

Anyway, i am off to finish my charcol rendition of a dragon.